baekebyan:

I hate waiting for your texts that're impossible to come. I hate when I check my phone for the texts I will never get. I hate myself daydreaming that my phone will vibrate and I'll see your message on top of others. I hate you and your silly random texts that make me shudder for a moment. I hate when I'm waiting for you on midnight and expecting that you'll call, but you don't; and I fall asleep waiting for you. I hate that feeling, ever. I hate when I'm counting the stars in the a mist of dawn just to stay awake because I'm still hoping that you're still awake too and planning to text me. I hate when I'm thinking what happened to you because I didn't get replies either phone calls. Every morning, I always expect those good morning messages. Because it enlightens my day and makes me feel complete. Every night, I'm waiting for you. I'm waiting for your texts, even if drowsiness pulls my eyes down. I still fight because I miss you. I miss those midnight conversations. I miss you and the way you make me smile. But now, I stopped waiting. Because those moments will not ever happen again. Even if I'll wait for a lifetime, you won't text nor call me. I stopped waiting for you.

baekebyan:

I hate waiting for your texts that're impossible to come. I hate when I check my phone for the texts I will never get. I hate myself daydreaming that my phone will vibrate and I'll see your message on top of others. I hate you and your silly random texts that make me shudder for a moment. I hate when I'm waiting for you on midnight and expecting that you'll call, but you don't; and I fall asleep waiting for you. I hate that feeling, ever. I hate when I'm counting the stars in the a mist of dawn just to stay awake because I'm still hoping that you're still awake too and planning to text me. I hate when I'm thinking what happened to you because I didn't get replies either phone calls. Every morning, I always expect those good morning messages. Because it enlightens my day and makes me feel complete. Every night, I'm waiting for you. I'm waiting for your texts, even if drowsiness pulls my eyes down. I still fight because I miss you. I miss those midnight conversations. I miss you and the way you make me smile. But now, I stopped waiting. Because those moments will not ever happen again. Even if I'll wait for a lifetime, you won't text nor call me. I stopped waiting for you.

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"I hate distance. You meet the best people and they are always far away."
— (via gracielleism)
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baekebyan:

I envy those bloggers who have a lot of friends.

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castleforeverx:

YES.YES.YES. People need to realise this 

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"Isa sa mga pinakamahirap na sitwasyon ay yung bigla ka na lang maninibago kasi yung mga bagay na nakasanayan mo, hindi na nangyayari, hindi mo na nagagawa, at hindi mo na nararamdaman."
— DB (via escafeism)
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"I wonder who’s gonna be by my side in 10 years"
— (via astoldbylloyd)
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soundtrackofmy-summer:

andiax:

impactings:

this is sad

This is so perfect in so many ways.

As much as I want to be with you, I can’t be with you.

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I was there for you in your darkest nights.
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pinkandgreenlivingthedream:

*scrolls through tumblr in hopes of finding a post to reblog that adequately describes all the complicated emotions I am experiencing today*

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